Quote Originally Posted by Silke
I should be doing it anyway to please my Master...
If I had to take a wild guess, maybe it's the missing tension ...maybe I felt that he only assigned me that task for my own pleasure (which I could take or leave)...
My guess is that your Master hasn't given you enough discussion of the task, so it seems too much like you're doing it alone - which seems pointless. For example, would you feel differently about the task if he told you to do it at a specific time each day, so that he could think of you at that time with your fingers in the dripping pussy He owns, bringing His sub to the edge longing to cum and then denying her for His pleasure? Do you imagine your hand is his hand? I know whenever I've been given tasks to do on my own, Brosco spends a lot of time telling me how much pleasure he is going to get from thinking of me doing the task, and wants my thoughts focused on him while I do the task. Definitely makes it more inspirational.

By the way, Silke, are you and your Master still communicating by text only or have you added voice? Just wondering since things seemed to have gotten so much more intense for you.

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