Quote Originally Posted by Master13
I'm curious about what kind of bdsm related fantasies people had, before they learned anything about bdsm from outside sources.
At junior school every year we had a May Queen Festival which involved dancing round the May pole amongst other pagan inherited activites. I remember endlessly imagining Linda, a girl the same age as me from next door being tied to the pole while I danced round it. She had been going through a phase of insisting on showing me her genitals and I used to study them with intense curiousity in the same way I would study insects or anything else that is fascinating to a boy of seven or eight. To the alarm of my mother I started drawing pictures of girls naked from the waist down tied to a pole being eaten or mutilated in the crouch area. My mother thought she had raised a psycho but I think it was just a boy's curiousity at wanting to take something apart to find out how it worked. I was certainly clueless that the female pudendum was an entrance to a fleshy cavity. However I did have an intense feeling about the experience which I now recognize as sexual.