As I lay in the fetal position in the barn trying to stay as warm as possible. I shiver hoping things will go back to what they used to be. A few minutes later I was shaken when two of the servants came into the barn. They tell me to get to my feet and to follow them. Worried that mistress nora was going to punish me more not sure how much more I can take. I am led to a room that looks like a doctors room. I see in one of the beds Diddo is pass out wrapped in lots of blankets. The servants tell me to lay on my stomach on the other bed. Once I lay down they secure my arms and legs then leave the room. Moments later the nurse walks in when she looks over my back she says "wow that machine worked you over pretty good but I think I have something to help heel the wounds but will burn a little." To make sure I don't bite my lips when it burns she puts a rubber ball gag in my mouth. She wasn't getting when the cream was applied it burned really bad causing me to moan loudly and cry. After she was finished it was too long before the pain stopped and the nurse left the room. The servants came back and unsecured my arms and legs and asked that I get up. Once standing one of them attaches my leash and tells me to get on all fours because if Mistess Nora sees you are not obeying her orders she will hurt you more. They Leed me back to the barn where subs is waiting there. "Rose your lucky ms Janice must feel sorry for you here is a blanket to keep warm and she also told me to bring you some food." She points to two dog bowls one with oatmeal and the other with water. I look up at her to say thanks and crawl over on all fours and starving so much and pick up the bowl with my hands and start to eat before subs tells me that is not how dogs eat and she takes whips her whip through the air. Not wanting any more trouble I put the bowl down and eat the oatmeal like a dog. Once finished I take the blanket and cover up and go back to sleep to wait until the next punishment comes. As I am asleep I keep thinking about Diddo hoping she is ok because the whole time in the nurses office she didn't wake up.