The Good, The Badd, and the Ugly

Torn

my soul
bent and broken.

out of pure frustration
i cry.
i beg.

you wrap your arms around me
tenderly,
but i am already torn....
tear me more.

rope
tight and biting
into my skin.
i struggle just to make it hurt a little more.

you
lie on your back.
i
perch on top
my hands bound
behind my back

you twist ...

Undone

I lie naked
on my back
in the middle of our bed.
You are pasted
on top of me.
Your arms,
pressed against mine.
Your hands,
gripping mine tightly.

You dip your head
to my heaving breast,
and swirl your tongue
around and around my nipple.

I feel the tip of your cock,
hot and hard,
just outside my door.
I squirm to pull you inside of me.
But you ...

Through Glass


Why?

Why do I waste time on you?

Why do I still care?

You swear,

you swear you're going to stop.

But I wonder when.....

When will it end?

I'm tired of watching you slowly ebb away

watching you die.

You're so much more than this,

so much more to me.

I wonder when you'll realize that,

...

Reflections

You
are a twisted,
ugly soul.
A reflection
of myself.

I
I am
a masochist.
I
hurt myself
by loving you.

I wonder
when I'll stop?
I wonder
if I can?

How?
How do I live?
How
do I stop
wanting you?

Harvest Moon


You'll keep coming back,
and I'll keep letting you.
until it destroys us both.

Last night.....
the harvest moon in the sky.
Driving 90 miles an hour,
to get to you.....
because you asked me to.

You touch me,
and i melt.
suddenly,
i am wetter than water.

I asked if you missed me?
the only answer,
your silence.

Now you are alone, ...

Empty Shell


despair covers me.
blacker than night,
colder than ice.
you wont even talk to me.

all i did was give to you.
all i gave was everything.
everything i am i offered you.
but still, i am alone.

i should have run
when you first saw me.
i should have hid
where you wouldn't find me.
i should have locked
my heart away.

all i did was give to you ...

Fire


The full moon is rising inside of my heart,
I hide in the darkness to keep us apart,
Everyone knows the world is a liar,
I am the one who crawled through the wire.
I am the one who walks through the fire.

They cut you wide open and fill you with pain
they stoke up the fires and fill you with flames.
These cuts on my arms they show my desire,
I am the one who crawls through the wire.
I am the one who ...

You Hesitate


You hesitate

i beg, Please!

You tie my hands above my head, and i am free....

You thrust,

Harder, and Harder and Harder

until i scream, "HARDER, HARDER, HARDER!"

i shatter

into a million pieces of tiny, blinding light

and i am free.

You say You don't want to break me.

i am afraid You wont.

...

You take me,
You break me.
filled with desire.

You touch me,
you take me,
higher and higher.

Burning,
so deep,
consume me with fire.

Broken


You want to play with my mind
but not my body.
Ironic....

Maybe,
I'm too old,
too overweight,
too unattractive.

But my heart still breaks for wanting it,
for wanting you.
My heart still breaks...

Sometimes,
broken is just broken.
Maybe,
I'm shattered.