Alone..... but no really

HOw do I speak when there is no one there to listen
HOw do I express the pain I feel when no on can handle it
My thoughts, fear, and hurt are brimming over
But no one hears

I have one that loves me more than i deserve
Yet i see the stress, the pain, the fear in her eyes
How can I add to that?
How can I say that I am sinking fast?
How do I tell her that I feel like i have nothing to grab?
My fear of heights grows stronger
As I teeter on my edge
But no one sees


THe emptiness grows, I try to hide more
I take a step, reach out a hand, begin to speak
Another piece of the sky breaks
I step back, withdrawl a little more
I want to be open but there is so much
Life throws me another curve ball
Can't freak out dont let it get me
If i start to fall I wont stop
But no one knows

Love it!