Thank you all for the wonderful words of encouragement.

wingsofanangel, yes you are very wise. But...I left the D/s relationship with him a few months ago, and it didn't get very far in the first place. I'm leaving so that we can distance ourselves, have time to think and hopefully when I decide to come back...we can just be friends.

Tojo, I don't do well when someone tells me that I have till such time to make up my mind. I've already told you my final decision.

I love my husband very much, and I don't want to do ANYTHING to jeopardize our marriage. To me...it was cheating. Thank God, I stopped it when I did. Before I did anything wrong.