I think I know what mastersgem means. I often fantasize about gang-bangs, they excite me a lot - but immediately afterwards, I feel a bit disgusted. Not ashamed, I just - at that moment - donīt understand why this got me going in the first place.

In daily life, it disgusts me already if another man touches my naked arm - I simply donīt want to be touched in private places by another man.
It is nothing "moral" - itīs just if I am with the right man, any other manīs touch feels wrong and is not wanted.

As I know this, I know it is best for me not to act on my fantasies of that particular sort.

However, I told hubby that if he ever had a chance to get himself cloned 5 or 6 times, I would go through with it IMMEDIATELY! *lol*