Hello Again everyone. *smiles and waves*
I wanted to say what's on my mind when it comes to me, myself, and what I'm looking for/seeking.
I am 24 years old, 5'6, and blond. I bleach my hair every few months, so when I say blond, I mean really bond. I am cute, sexy, confident, shy, and many other things. I have layers to me that as someone gets to know me it's like they are peeling layer after layer back. If you enjoy getting to know someone and taking a journey with them, I might be someone you'll want to say hello to and see what happens from that point. I have been in the lifestyle for 5-6 years now. Both in real life and online.
Myself. Know thy self. I believe that, and I always strives to know myself. i believe we are changing and growing all the time. So it takes work. Here is the fun part where I get to talk more about myself, my likes, and things I do/believe. It may be slightly long, but I assure you, that if you take the time, you will enjoy it and maybe even say hello to me afterward, wanting more.
I am a switch. I think of it as more of being a sadistic submissive. My top side is not what I'm here for, Please do not be scared or worried that I want to Dominate you. I do not. I promise. It's part of me and who I am. As far as what I've done as far as real life, here is a short list:
Events-winter wickedness in Ohio, kinko in Ohio, shibaricon in Chicago.
Places- I frequent dungeons in Ohio, mainly Cleveland.
Others- I model from time to time in bondage and fetish areas. I do clips and photos when I can find the time.
I am poly, I have a boyfriend in real life, He is a rope rigger. We are both poly and enjoy our relationship together as well as the other relationships we are in apart and together. I also have another person I answer to in real life, I will talk about that relationship later on once I get to know you, but it's a personal subject that I need to gain some trust to share with you. In real life my relationships range from boyfriend to play partners and many that don't have a label. They are what they are.
My kinks. . . again, another fun area to talk about. I want to make a short note that just because I list something as my kink I really don't always do those kinks with everyone. I enjoy everyone being different, I enjoy people for who they are and what they do and not everyone can do the same things as others. I rejoice and totally enjoy our differences. They allow us to learn and grow. So here is my ever growing fetish list:
"innocent" submissives, 'nilla bedtime stories turned kinky (everything to do with it), artistic cutting (everything to do with it), bad kitty (everything to do with it), being a snarky bitch (everything to do with it), bitch...don't make me repeat myself!, biting (giving), blindfolds (receiving), bondage, brats, breast/nipple torture (receiving), breath play (receiving), choking, cock and ball torture (giving), erotic photography (everything to do with it), forced cheese (everything to do with it), giving them enough rope to hang themselves (everything to do with it), hair pulling (everything to do with it), html 2 edge play, humiliation (receiving), laughing during scenes, leather (everything to do with it), lycans, , mozzarella sticks (with sauce) (giving), nipples, not being involved in drama, painting white roses red, power exchange (everything to do with it), pretty bathrooms with kick ass bathtubs (everything to do with it), role play, sadism, scent (everything to do with it), sensory deprivation (receiving), sex in public, voyeurism, whips (receiving).
As well as: kitty play, rope bondage, rope, self bondage, suspensions, partial suspensions, rope dancing, mixing different forms of play, impact play, floggers, single tails, knife play, breath play, and I am sure I am leaving out a few, it's so hard to remember every last thing i love doing.
What more could this girl want? I'm sure that some of you out there are asking yourselves that question. I want to grow and learn about myself as a submissive. I believe one way to do that is with an online relationship with a Dominate will help me work towards that. Daily tasks, talking online, and building a relationship is a few of the things that I think will help me grow in my submissive side. I believe my spirituality and my kink also hold an importance to me, that is one of the things that started this "quest" of mine. You do not have to share the same views as me on this point, But I feel it important that You need to know about it and that it is a big part of my life and goals.
I hope You enjoyed reading this and will write to me if You feel that this might be an investment in Your time.
~RK~