I am a 28 year old woman who is currently investigating the real lifestyle of BDSM. I've always been interested, and as I've grown sexually more experienced, I find I am leaning more heavily from 'interested' to ... 'the only fantasies that allow me climax - alone or with a partner.' I want to explore this side of myself in greater detail.
I am submissive (with hesitancy: TRUST is monumental), and don't really get into the idea of dominating others. I suppose I'm normal in that I like to control other areas of my life; I'm strong-willed, well-educated, and ambitious in many ways. In the regards to the sexual aspects of my life, I like to give way to another I TRUST and I enjoy the release in letting go. That being said, in NO WAY have I ever been involved in a BDSM relationship. Simply only those relationships that qualify similarly to sticking a toe in the pool to test the water.
So, I've been doing some research and have ended up here at some point in it and decided to start a profile... see what I learn.