himind

Not the way I planned to start the New Year,but I guess with so much screwing up my life, this is another peice of crap that had to land on me. I feel so mad sometimes, I just want to hit out blindly,never do though.Probably will in one last glorious way.So many thoughts whirling in my head, I can't seem to put them in order. I should never have let anyone fuck up my mind like this.But I'll get over this,I know I will..always have. There's this silent scream reverberating in my head whichc sometimes comes out shocking everybody for a while.Then it's business as usual. Wonder how long it will last?