morwyn{Myrddin}

Greetings and welcome to my world. i am sitting here thinking this evening and am in a bit of an unusual place. i hope it is ok, but i feel like just writing and seeing where that takes me. Please bear with me lol. i am concerned about my Master. i have not had the chance for a few days now to have a proper talk with Him. He just seems so very tired and i want to be able to ease that somehow, though i know that i cannot. In fact, had i the chance, this would be how His tomorrow evening would be............

He would come home from work to a clean peaceful home. The fire would be roaring and dinner smelling beautiful in the oven, nearly cooked. His bath would be ready for Him, and i would lead Him into the bathroom, gently strip Him of His clothing, kissing each part as it was revealed, not with the intention of arousal, but an acknowledgement of adoration. After He was stripped i would help Him into the tub. No words will have been needed up till this point, but as i kneel beside the tub washing Him soothingly He would be able to get His day off His mind, sharing with me the highs and lows and feeling them slowly draining away as i let the water out of the tub, help Him out and dry Him. Nothing rough or fast, just slow and calm. Breathing my calmness and peace into His spirit. i would hand Him His robe which i had warmed in front of the fire and W/we would walk into the lounge. His armchair would be there in front of the fire, and it is there i would bring dinner into Him. After a shared dinner, and me clearing away the dishes i would stoke the fire up and the 2 of U/us would just sit. He reading a book, me at His feet, His hand resting on me. Neither of U/us needing words, but an understanding between. At some point He would put His book down and invite me to curl up in His lap and He would surround me with His arms and W/we would just share the peace of the night together.

This may not seem like most peoples idea of an amazing night with their Master/Mistress, and maybe mine does not also lol. But that is what i wish i could do with my Beloved this coming evening. i do not long for rough harsh sessioning. i am there to enhance my Beloved Master Myrddins life, not take away from it by requiring Him to "do things to me". That is not my purpose, that is not my place. i require nothing other than to know that in that moment His mind, heart and spirit are experiencing pure contentment, that He wants for nothing and that His yoke is lightened by my presence in His life. He has the most incredible spirit and heart and mind, and deserves only the best that i can bring Him. i adore Him, i love Him. i have been asked before why i call Him my "Beloved" Master Myrddin. It is quite an old term. In the dictionary it defines Beloved as "one adored" and in the thesaurus it further adds it as........." inamorato, love, love of my life, lover, number one, numero uno, object of affection, one and only" He is all of those and so much more. i have no rhyme, no reason to my heart other than He is worthy and i was the blessed one who got the true Man among Men, and am i smug about that? Oh hell yes lol.

Anyway, there are just some totally random thinkings, please excuse them, but i do feel sleepy now so will consider going to my bed till the morrow dawns once more. Till then, Be well, be blessed.

morwyn of Myrddin