I just turned 18 on Xmas Day. I live with my mom and my two kids. I am really really scared and nervous. I am not a good person. I am very mean and spiteful. I look a lot younger than I am and I know that I am stupid and not responsible. I LOVE to party. I have lived in Las Vegas for as long as I can remember. I am really afraid of black guys. I want to be owned. Humiliated. Forced to do things.